israeli politics

(my friend wrote that I made no sense at all on may 19, so – for the first time – i revised the story.  it’s one long kvetch)

Here’s the story for today.  Although I have been taking beta blockers for tachycardia and atrial fibrillation for the past year, I wear 2 watches to monitor almost everything.  And since we’ve been travelling, the monitors have been showing strange signs, jumping up and down like the stock market.   So I upped my meds and continued to smile: neither solution worked.   And this morning, when we were on our way to the hospital to get Ezi a clean bill of health so we can order tickets to go home, my monitors started going crazy, warning of imminent disaster, and I was persuaded to ask the emergency people to check me out. Before that, we went in to the hospital and were told that we had been misinformed, that they could not provide a letter to allow him to fly.  Then we went out and sat down on a bench, trying to figure out our next move, and I started to think about my own health. What if we really got permission to fly and I got a stroke?   Our friend, who called at that moment to see how we had fared with Ezi’s letter, urged me to do him a personal favor and go back to ask for an anticoagulant. I knew he was right, but I really wanted to get that permission to fly over with.  I debated with myself for a few minutes, and turned back into Emergency. I could see that the resident in charge thought I was crazy, but I pressed on and told my sad tale to the nurse.  They admitted me right away and did a whole bunch of tests.  It took all day and Ezi didn’t get his ‘fit to fly’ letter, but I got examined from head to toe and came out with anti-coagulants. 

New York Presbyterian seems like an incredible place – all very polite young doctors and nurses, just like on all the recent television series. The little doctor who saw me – for all of five minutes – told me his Mom had had the same symptoms and had a successful ablation that solved everything.  It was very very sweet.

However, there were two problems.  One, that it took all day and I never got to see the actual results, and Two, that the woman next to me all day turned out to be positive for Covid. 

She was a very nice Uzbecki woman – Her husband identified our language as Hebrew and shared their Jewish background with us, and it was good to have a conversation.   But we didn’t do much talking – they were very focused on the post-op infection she had after a lumpectomy, and when they were given the additional news about the covid later in the day didn’t pay much attention to it.

It was very different from hospitals in Israel – the friendly atmosphere, the multicultural staff and patients, the young ages of all the faculty.

There was also something that I thought was unique to hospitals in Israel – a guy lying in the hall.  When my phone died and I couldn’t read on kindle, I watched the couple.  The patient was good-looking and happy to remove his shirt and be examined by the youthful inquisitive doctors, and he and his partner seemed to be having a good time, entertaining all of the other patients behind glass doors..  Because the wall to the hall was glass, it was like watching tv again, and since my phone had died I spent the day watching others. 

In the end the choice to go might have been life-saving, but to me it was another New York experience.  Thank goodness I have good friends to keep me alert. 

may 19, 2022 – Drs and stuff Read Post »

israeli politics

According to the CDC Ezi is allowed to leave his quarantine tomorrow. 

According to the doctor he needs 2 negative tests and then the doctor will write a letter which will allow us to make a reservation to fly after 10 days.

According to the CDC I need to take a pcr test tomorrow because I probably had covid before Ezi got it, which will show up positive when I take a pcr test in order to leave.

According to my count I’ve got enough meds until Friday.

According to my jeans I’ve been eating too much.

According to my stomach I need more food

may 18, 2022 – according to Read Post »

israeli politics

Every where I go in New York I see Jewish names – clinics, museums, libraries.  It doesn’t look like the Jews have replaced anyone – but have enabled many others.

At the same time, I remember as a doctoral candidate being warned that I would be taking the place of a man – indicating that women were replacing men, taking their jobs.  This replacement theory is not new – it’s more violent and even more senseless than before.  

In Israel we are seeing it work all the time – minority populations have been far more visible in recent years in significant positions and it has only expanded possibilities, not reduced them. 

The idea of replacement – that I first heard about in the Charlottesville event in 2017 – is an attempt to return a sense of self-importance to people who feel deprived of their rights.  I don’t doubt their deprivation – the promise of life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness, doesn’t guarentee the achievement of that happiness..  It dangles that happiness in front of people and when it doesn’t happen, it feels like the promise was broken….

 

may 17, 2022 – the great replacement theory Read Post »

israeli politics

Here’s the only news I care about at the moment – Ezi is still testing positive (despite the paxlovid) and by my calculations there is no way we can get home before Monday.  And that’s an optimistic estimate. 

Fortunately, for the first week we had a friend pushing food on us, and I slowly learned about local deliveries.  Now my cousin arranged food deliveries for sick people – glatt kosher.  

And it really is nice to isolate from the world and do nothing if that’s all we need to get better.

But now I am beginning to understand why Jews are lowering their profiles… maybe I’ll expand on that sometime soon.

 

 

 

 

 

may 17, 2022 – positive is negative Read Post »

israeli politics

Because these days are the anniversaries of numerous massacres in towns in Lithuania and Belarus, i spent too much time on zoom today and have passed on one of my favorite towns, Zhedtl.  My aunt, who lived in Zhedtl but joined the partisans when she escaped the camp where the Nazis imprisoned the Jewish inhabitants, was killed in the forests.  I have long tried to find someone who knew her, or could identify her, but she faded into anonymity and that hurts me as much as her loss.  

So I went to the memorial for Lida, where I know there is no one who remembers my family and everyone wants to tell about their own family.  And at the end, this guy comes on who acquired a bunch of files of photographs, lists, and a variety of information that would be very basic to tracing all of our families. He didn’t know where to place these files – and has been sitting on them for 5 years.  I was left speechless.

 

 

may 16, 2022 – memorials Read Post »

israeli politics

you keep asking me about the journalist – and i don’t know anything much from here.  but here are some guidelines.

  1. why were there Israeli soldiers in Jenin if we aren’t there?  They were going after a terrorist or two.
  2. why did they need to go into a place controlled by the palestine Authorities? Because they Palestinians have been enabling terrorists from Jenin throughout the past years.
  3. whose guns killed the journalist?  Both sides have the same guns.  Israel doesn’t have access to the bullet so they can’t tell, but Israeli army bullets are clearly marked.  So if we got the bullets we’d know.
  4. why did we interfere with the funeral? We’re frustrated and play into their hands.  idiots.  

may 15, 2022 – The Journalist Read Post »

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It took almost all day to get the answer, but as expected, I’m negative.  To get the answer in writing, however, I need to go back there and fill out another set of forms.  Ezi too, needs more tests and more forms and more doctors.  and now we don’t have a reservation because who knows when we’ll be able to get back.  

kvetch kvetch kvetch.  i still have a pile of work to do and this isolation is a great opportunity.

 

 

May 14, 2022 – covid conundrum Read Post »

israeli politics

Ezi tested positive today.  I’ve been testing all week because I was coughing and sneezing and kvetching just a little more than usual.  But yesterday Ezi started feeling lousy, slept more than usual, and listened a little less to my kvetches.  So I demanded proof of his health, and was shocked that he was actually more ill than me.  

So surprised that it took me a little while to figure out who to ask for help.  An old friend sent a car for us to go to NY Presbyterian where he had long ago matched Ezi up with a hemotologist.  

That was fun – a tiny emergency ward with pleasant and efficient staff.  Ezi got medication – paxovid –  I got tested, and we’re experiencing New York to the fullest.

So far so good.  

 

may 14, 2022 – testing positive Read Post »