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I know it’s a great hospital, and I have family who worked and trained there, but my visit was very different. The only place I had to wait for Ezi while he did his MRA in a trailer across the street, was the hallway of the surgical building in Soroka, because there was almost no place to wait in the basement office of the health clinic to which we don’t belong. There are a minimal number of seats there – perhaps because the visitors seem to come in enormous clans, mostly close-cropped young men in jeans and black t-shirts. The tiny cafe in the back has no seats at all, and doesn’t seem to have any customers except me and Chanita who came by to keep me company for a few hours. I stayed there, even though the air seemed thick and unclean, because it was cooler than the outside, even though Chanita and I were the only ones wearing masks. But late in the afternoon, I found a bench outside that was partially in the shade, and I sat down in one corner.

I kept my eye on the entrance to the parking lot because I couldn’t reach Ezi and I couldn’t be sure that he had received any of my messages as to my whereabouts, so I did nothing but watch my surroundings.

There was a colorful prayer rug in the other corner of the bench and as I wondered who could have forgotten a carpet so beautiful, a young man in a black shirt and ragged khakis came by and lay the carpet out for prayer. When he finished, he took a nap on the carpet. In the mean time another guy came by and began his prayer on the other side of the bench. He had no rug, and I imagined he came with someone to the emergency ward. Soon I was surrounded by sleeping men. A breeze had come up and my bench was far more convenient than the hospital, so I continued to sit there alone. Much later, Ezi called, and I ran to the gate to meet him, but when I pointed out to him where I had been sitting among the sleepers, there was no one there. It was as if I imagined the whole scene.

Ezi has had numerous MRAs, always in Tel Aviv, and always in the middle of the night. They usually last a few hours and the only disturbance is that we sleep late. But today was a day trip. We arrived home in the evening – having spent the second longest day of the year waiting.

june 20, 2021 – soroka hospital – beersheva Read Post »

israeli politics

Who do we believe in? Who do we trust? Who do we fear? And who will we follow? I have spent the afternoon watching “Rebellion,” about the Easter uprising in Ireland, 1916, and thinking of Yeats’ “Easter, 1916,” where he points out that the leaders were faulty human beings, but still headed a major revolution. The “drunken vainglorious lout” who married, betrayed and beat the love of Yeats’ life, Maud Gonne, always comes back to me when I kvetch about the people I have to vote for. It’s not like the “Hanging Judge” who just got elected to the presidency in Iran – they’re just faulty. And they can still lead people well.

This is something I hope I will keep in mind. What do you think?

june 19, 2021 – who are our leaders? Read Post »

israeli politics

The facts that Bibi isn’t moving out of the Prime Minister’s home until the end of the month and that Sara hasn’t been seen since the elections are creating rumors that she has been sent to a sanitorium in Switzerland. I’m not sure how I would have managed under the pressure either, so even if it is true, it’s not terribly surprising. And the pressure now is even greater. Bibi’s doing whatever he can to foil the present government, and stories are coming out that make him into the worst possible leader for this country. First of all, he hasn’t been working with the other countries on the Iran deal, so we provided no input in the deal that will be signed soon. Second of all, instead of enabling the new government to take over, he is accused of illegally burning important vital documents. Third, he dispensed with a transfer ceremony leaving many people to believe he will be returning soon. That doesn’t help with national stability at all.

There are numerous questions about the new government, not the least of which is how Naftali Bennet manages to keep his cippa on his head without hair, but perhaps we’ll find everything out soon.

june 18, 2021 – where is sara? Read Post »

israeli politics

People seem to be going out feverishly – the excitement is palpable in the crowds. But most of the time it is a bit of a letdown. TV is so much more convenient and well-practiced. We’ve had these great series and concerts all year. why go out?

To tell the truth, I think I’ve been making up comedy scenes in my daily life that are sometimes better than what’s on TV. We stop at a nursery because our flower boxes are full of dead weeds, and there is a very delicate little woman tamping down some flowers in a planter. I get close and whisper to her: “I need some flowers that won’t make my husband continue to believe I kill every plant we own.” The look on her face was worth the afternoon. We also got some flowering cactuses that don’t really look like succulents.

Maybe I need to make bad jokes because I’m so worried that the new government will be foiled by the oppositions half-truths and manipulations. When I heard that Bibi had many secret documents destroyed before he left office, I thought of Nixon, and how long he evaded discovery and how many soldiers died as a result. I really might be needing antibibiotics.

june 17, 2021 – going out Read Post »

israeli politics

“What do you think?” She asked me. “Will we have rockets tonight?” I hadn’t thought of that possibility but with the explosive balloons flying over Israel creating havoc in the south we just might have a response from Israel and a counter response from Hamas. The Flag Parade today through Jerusalem may well have violent responses, and I wonder to what extent this was planned by the outgoing government – a chaos to make sure the new coalition government will fail. Perishing with the Philistines.

Still my hopes are so great. I have been translating Tschernichovsky’s poem “My Creed” and weeping with it. The first draft of the first verse goes:

Yes you may laugh at all my dreams

I even laugh at them too.

Laugh that I have faith in humanity

And I still believe in you.

if only this poem could replace our national anthem….

june 15, 2021 – do we dare? Read Post »