the garages are closed for the holiday, so they won’t pick up my car until mid-april and i won’t get another pair of wheels until then.  Don’t expect me out.  

The worse part is that my chest hurts and reminds me of it every time i move, but it doesn’t show and actually i still can function if I need to.  But i don’t want to.

In addition, I’m spooked.  this accident that I could see coming but couldn’t prevent reminded me of our entire situation in the world.

and my heart hurts.