israeli politics

I watch Biden’s plane taking off and I fear for him –  and I fear for the future.  As mellow and warm as he is, he knows how desperate the situation is – for the US, for Israel, for the middle east.  

Somehow here we seem to be rejoicing in one detail – the fact that we can fly over and to Saudi Arabia.  We know that we are all coming together because of a common enemy, but we ignore the fact that we are just as much in trouble with the Palestinians as ever, that no progress was made.  The desperation of the Palestinians is not good for anyone, and they are – excuse me for saying – more important to me than the Saudis. 

There goes our last friend, I say, as the plane takes off.

As soon as I get out of quarantine, I have to start pressing our neighbors to fix the floor of the bomb shelter.

 

 

love and fear – july 15, 2022 Read Post »

israeli politics

I don’t know if it will help anyone – but I’ve had quite an experience with Paxlovid and since I couldn’t find the same experiences documented anywhere, I’ll share them as either unrelated to the medication and the product of my imagination or significant additions.  2 nights ago I scared myself after I took the third dose with the sense that all my blood was rushing to my head.   It obviously wasn’t externally visible since – while I was rendered speechless and couldn’t even complain, Ezi kept munching his cucumber, indicating there were no other major physical signs.  My old habit of automatically telling myself that my limbs were heavy and warm – meant to relax circulation – seemed to help, and after a few minutes I was back to just feeling weak and unable to eat.  But it scared me, and I couldn’t sleep all night.  In the morning I still felt weak, with swollen lips and a sense of a battle going on in my body.  I contacted the authorities – after a long wait on the phone –  and asked what to do.  It’s okay, said the nurse, but it’s probably not related to the baxlovid, (which gave me an indication of his racial persuasion since the b/p substitution is typical of Arabic speakers) .  He (the nurse) listened politely and intensely to every one of my kvetches – dividing the ones that are typical of COVID from the ones that are characteristic of allergies, and the ones unique to hysterical patients, and recording everything for the doctor who called me a while later.

By the time I spoke to the equally patient doctor, a young Russian lady, I was feeling a bit better, and although she assured me that my symptoms were not necessarily due to an allergy to Paxlovid, and might well be linked to reactions to the virus itself, she gave me the kind of responses I remember being surprised to receive when I first came to Israel.  “Do you think I could stop the medication?” “If you want to stop, stop.  It just means there will be no benefit from what you’ve already taken.” “So you think I should suffer and continue?”  “Sounds good.”  

There were a series of questions and answers and I can’t remember the details now but I do remember that both of us laughed a lot.  And the call ended with many good wishes for a speedy recovery  “And don’t forget to drink a lot of water,” she reminded me.  “At the very least it will keep you busy.”

During the day I began to experience a dramatic increase in energy and mood, and although I’m still testing strongly positive, I almost feel normal.

(p.s. In case I have not told you before, my first experience with an Israeli doctor, 40 years ago, provided me with the touchstone for medical consultations.

I came to the nearest doctor in my neighborhood, walking a long way in the hot sun on an unpaved road, because there way no other transportation, and enumerated to him my long list of numerous symptoms.  He listened intently, thought for a moment, and asked, “Did you ever have this before?”  “Yes,” I responded tearfully.  “Well, you have it again!”

 

paxlovid progress – July 14, 2022 Read Post »

israeli politics

Whatever he accomplishes, one thing you know is that he cares and tries his best.  I think that’s what keeps healthy.   Joe Biden  proves every day that he is a real mensch and for me that really counts.  I don’t think it will help with making peace in the middle east, but it sure helped me feel better today.    Since I can’t do anything else, I watched the entire visit – from Biden being browned up by our hungry politicians to Biden turning on his full charm with two holocaust survivors –  blarney at it’s best. 

And I melted.

Can that charm work as well on Abu Mazen as it worked on those two ladies and me?  I doubt it, but it would be good to know that Abu Mazen trusts him to try.

mensch – July 13, 2022 Read Post »

israeli politics

This morning a nurse called me to tell me how to get along with the Plaxovid.  When we finished our conversation I turned to Ezi to explain what she said and realized I’m speaking in an Arabic accent.   Why not?  The doctor who ordered the medication, and the man who delivered it, as well as the nurse who explained it – all had the same accent.   And they have all helped me feel better today.   

caregivers – July 13, 2022 Read Post »

israeli politics

At eight in the morning a pharmacist called to tell me I was being sent the Plaxovid.  He warned me not to take certain other medications and to rest.  Very nice guy.  At six-thirty in the afternoon the pills arrived and suddenly I stopped coughing.  My head cleared and I mapped out the play I’ve been trying to write for years about Kurt Gerron.  I don’t know what will happen with it, but I know it is something I’ve been trying to get off my mind for years.  

I’m hoping I can get back into the world by the end of the week, and not live in my fantasies, even though my fantasies are pretty good, sometimes much more exciting than the life outside.   

And I’m in a country where the less exciting it is, the better. 

פ Read Post »

israeli politics

After a night of continuous coughing, I got a call from the health clinic – “We’re sending you paxlovid.”  Immediately I began to feel better.  The flowers Carinna sent the night before helped.  And the morning  seemed almost normal.  But the Paxlovid didn’t arrive, and I am now barely able to move.  I’ll bet that once I feel better I’ll forget this nightmare.  thank goodness I hide candy bars all over the house…

roller coaster corona – july 12, 2022 Read Post »

israeli politics

I think i’m better.  Seriously.  When I wasn’t trying to get the Health clinic on the phone or coughing, I could feel my t cells and b cells struggling to get up the gumption to get rid of this nasty virus I’ve been avoiding for two and a half years.

And winning. 

Really.

By tomorrow I’ll make my own chicken soup and maybe bake some chocolate chip cookies,

and finish writing the play I’ve been working on all year….

good night.

 

july 12, 2022 – day 4 – Read Post »

israeli politics

the positive result came in the morning, and I was informed that I would be contacted.  After a few hours of that I decided to cut the waiting and call my doctor.  Unavailable and unresponsive until now.  Then I called the coviv emergency number.  That’s when I was told that I had a few more hours to get the paxlovid and they’ll call.  

so i sit by the phone, remembering when i was afraid it was too late to get a date, and what luck that i have friends.

july 11, 2022 – day 3 Read Post »