One of the reasons I’ve been staying away from friends is that everyone seems to know exactly when we’re going to be bombed. lots of people are even gambling on the exact moment the barrage begins. All this frightens me even more than the fact that my kids don’t have shelters. We’re fatalists.
I was very proud of the fact that I had not binged at the supermarket, that I’m not holocaust-determined. Then I watched the news. And I got online and bought out the store.
Now that I am beginning to wake up – I can begin to explain that I went on a tour of the Canary Islands with a group. Our guide, Yuval Kalev, was much younger than most of us, and managed to encourage us to visit many more places and events than we had energy for. And they were all worth it. Whether it was a volcano or small town carnival the effort was well worth making. Now that I have slept for the past day and a half, I really appreciate the amazing intensity of the trip.
But I was so wasted that when we got to Madrid to fly back, I watched my computer so carefully on the conveyor belt (remember – my last computer disappeared at JFK) that I forgot to pick up the other stuff. As I was putting on the shoes I’d been ordered to remove, a young inspector came over with my passport and chided me sweetly for my memory loss.
The embarassment remained with me as we found our way to the train for the next step. And half way to the next terminal I realized I had also forgotten to pick up my watch.
We have to call Yuval, someone – maybe me – said. Because we were among the first in the group to check-in and Yuval, the good shepherd, would probably be the last, there was a chance he would still be at the security station.
Would you believe it, he found the watch. And identified it with the help of a photo of me wearing the watch. But how to convince the security officials that the watch was mine and he had the right to take the watch to me? Yuval found a photo of me on the watch, and the photos matched.
Of the entire miraculous trip, this moment was the most miraculous to me.
Since Ezi sometimes reads this blog, and knows how forgetful I am,I knew he would get a kick out of this.
when i woke up this evening (I’ve been sleeping since my return, I saw the invitations never went out. if you’d like a link, let me know by mail – gut22@tauex.tau.ac.il
well nearly. im on the way. and that, i feel, give me the right to express my terror at what may happen in the very near future.
it doesn’t look good. sorry. whatever the US hits in Iran, they will respond by hitting us. and whatever they hit us with, it will do serious damage.
Still I am with a bunch of Israelis who have no qualms about going back home. No logic in it, but having just read “reading Lolita in Teheran” I find many similarities between the discussions of staying in a country that that is despressing their way of life, that is, in fact, endangering their lives. And yet, the difference is great. You leave Israel – Israel is gone. Even the thousands of people who have left Israel don’t want it to disappear. They want to come back when it’s livable.
Everyone talks about the superb level of the carnival in Brazil = but what I loved by Tenerife’s carnival today was its natural love of what there is. Beautiful girls, perfect costumes, etc. it was there. But there were also fat girls, uneven dancing, mothers in sparkles and sneakers pushing baby carridges, leading the dancers…
I loved their love of the parade, the music, their lives.
I was so excited by the sights that I forgot how to use my camera and will have to rely on Ezi’s facebook…
In short, it feels like there are openings to hell there, and it is inviting us in. Many years ago I slept in Naples and felt Vesuvius breathing. This is more real and more inviting.
Yes, yes, I’ll get the pictures up soon. I’ve got some more time in Tenerife.
This situation reminds me of the old man who once told us “for 2000 years the jews have been longing for zion…un punct mir hot us getroffen.” (and it had to happen to me)
and here we’ve been worried about going back home with a war going on in Iran. How it follows us everywhere…
carnival - tel aviv-las Palmas, canary Islands - 2.14.26
what’s the difference between carnival in Las Palmas and Tel Aviv? In Tel Aviv we say we will dance despite the terrible challenges we are facing. We’re very conscious of the need to celebrate despite the dangers. In Las Palmas it’s more Cuban but there’s a lot of simple fun.
Funny, I think it’s the Baal Shem Tov who said that joy can nurture belief in the Divine.
i think joy is wonderful wherever it come from – but it must be wonderful just to dance.