at the hairdressers - 5.11.26
The guy who sweeps the floor appears cool to me. He’s well-dressed, neat, good-looking. But when he sits in the barber’s chair next to mine I have the sense that a puppy has come close for protection, and I start to talk with him.
It’s a problem for me because I’m not good at small talk and I have a tendency to move in too close for comfort. He has a tattoo on his arm that says “to be or not to be.” I ask him what it means, and he says, it’s Shakespeare, so, always an english teacher, I ask, but what does it mean. He says “to decide whether to join the world or stay inside your head.”
i think he got up and went somewhere else at that point and left me thinking this guy has got a serious case of PTSD.
Then I had the best haircut in years and was so happy I forgot to say goodbye to him.
How could part of the country be so thrilled in coming back to normality when so many are so damaged by the war?