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first three hostages - 19.1.25

I doubt whether anyone in Israel breathed today.  Despite the terrible fear that the hostage release can break down at any given stage, we were overjoyed that this moment took place.  I have no words for the joy.

And the fear.  Not only for the next  group of hostages, but also for the future, the fear of the next phase of Hamas and the Nukba.  Their hatred is so great that any step we take toward peace is bound to be foiled.  

I will update this soon.

On their way to the hospital to be checked out, I imagined the way the girls feel, and the how their emotions will change in the coming months, and how much that will depend on who else is freed.  So many unknowns – how long they’ll be in the hospital, what has happened to them, what proceeds from here.

 

What an amazing day.  Wouldn’t it be wonderful if this could be the beginning of an agreement!

  

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wrong again - 18.1.25

so i am lying in bed at 10 a.m. revelling in the possibility of relaxation, and blabbing with Haim on the phone,  and the sirens go off.  Ezi hears them first because he’s at the window watering the flowers, and alerts me.  Within a minute we’re down in the shelter, recalling the Yemenites promise that they were going to stop when we had a ceasefire with Hamas.  

So no relaxing.  

So don’t trust me – especially when I’m optimistic.

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the table - 18.1.25

I decided it was time to clear the table.  Even though the 2 glass tables we had worked for us for at least 20 years, they became too bulky for me too handle and not flexible.  So we went out and bought a very ordinary table that can expand, and today the Ukranian immigrants came to take them away.  

The new table arrives on Sunday and I am imagining it will be new beginning – a clean slate – that will allow me to find to imagine a way out of the terrible dilemma I see as our future.

 

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relax for tonight - 17.1.25

 We’re in for some big emotional experiences in the next few weeks – at best.  If nothing goes wrong – and there are all kinds of things that can go wrong with this deal – we’re in for a very wild ride.  Each person returned to us – living or dead – will bring us great joy and great suffering.  So we have 2 days to relax and pay attention to daily life.

After that, we’re going to need all the strength we have.

 

 

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I don't hear the song yet - 16.1.25

it ain’t over yet.  

and I’m still praying for the lives of all of the hostages.  

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A surprising reading from my past - 1.16.25

30 years ago i read at the Library of Congress.  It’s a very sexy, jewish reading and I just discovered it today….

https://www.loc.gov/item/95770505/

Karen Alkalay-Gut and Jorie Graham reading their poems in the Montpelier Room, Library of Congress, Oct. 19, 1995

 

There was another time I read there, together with Dan Pagis, Yehuda Amichai, and Natan Yonatan.

Contemporary Israeli poetry

https://www.loc.gov/item/85754082/

 

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Mishmar HaEmek is where the defense of Israel began.  The stories that our guide, Boaz Hadashi, told, reminded me of why I came to Israel in the first place.  His discussion of history and the beginnings of the defence movement made me realize the position of Israel today, the importance of co-existence, the humanity of socialism, and the possibility of the future.  I would love to be able to see what he does with Korea and Japan, where he’s leading a trip this summer. Look for him here

 

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