israeli politics

This time from the north. 19 rockets. Lebanon is disintegrating, no one is totally in control, and everyone has a rocket.

and we haven’t run out of places within the country we’ve never seen before.

We weren’t in the mood for anything, so we went to Ramat Gan…

Somehow the emptiness suited our dystopic feeling of war and the coming lockdown.  

It was a kind of reminder – Orit slid down that very pyramid and shattered some tiny bones in her foot that have continued to plague her years after.  The starkness of this place and the stark damage paired with our mood.

 

august 6, 2021 – more rockets Read Post »

israeli politics

we’re beginning to see – so far- the vaccines are not sufficient to stop the virus, that we’re getting it anyway. I don’t know what will happen with the third vaccine, but certainly the second one is wearing off. We’re not going the way of Britain right now because of the time that has elapsed since the initial round of vaccines, and the fact that they are getting sick, some of them seriously.. All this keeps me from rejoicing in any way.

august 5, 2021 – canaries are chirping Read Post »

israeli politics

Every time I would hint at a question about the partisans in the holocaust to my mother’s cousin, his wife would start to answer and he would warn her to keep silent. I only understood after many years that he was worried that the bravery of the partisans would be inverted to war crimes. Seeing this film made me understand that silence even more. And the reason my mother always blamed the Lithuanians far more than the Germans.

august 5, 2021 – rewriting history Read Post »

israeli politics

For some reason I found myself talking to a few of my writer friends – one after the other they complained that they haven’t been writing lately, that they have nothing to say, that they are too busy coping.  Then I got a call from a writer who has been bedridden for over a decade. He’s publishing a book.  

It was comforting to know that there are other writers feeling as frustrated as I am, and good to know that someone – a good writer – is succeeding. 

august 4, 2021 – who’s writing now? Read Post »

israeli politics

To understand what is going on since I got my booster shot today, first watch this Buddy Hackett video.

Now imagine me lolling in the middle of my bed, drinking the coffee Ezi has prepared, demanding dinner and asking him to do all kinds of things because I’m too weak.  “You know that big package of toilet paper up on top of the cupboard?  Can you get it down for me?”  And Ezi tries – first with a stool and an extender and then a ladder and a struggle because there is something blocking it.  And finally, he gets it down and brings it to me and I say, “Aw, I don’t want your duck.”   

Aren’t you lucky you’re not married to me.

august 3, 2021 – the duck Read Post »

israeli politics

Believe me, I feel it.  Believe me, I am very conscious of the fact that this is uncharted territory.  Believe me, I am not totally comfortable.  I feel the serum throughout my body, and am staying in bed today – with coffee and chocolates to comfort me.  I would rather have had another country try out these experiments instead of us.   

But when I think of all the vaccinations I had on my way to Ecuador or Viet Nam, without a single qualm,  I feel I have nothing to complain about.

Maybe it will make me infertile…

or maybe it will make me immortal.

But it definitely gives me an excuse to lie around all day, something I didn’t have but did for the entire year. 

 

august 3, 2021 – i got the third vaccine Read Post »

israeli politics

By chance, I was watching CNN reporting on Covid in Africa, as I was okaying my appointment for a vaccine tomorrow on my whatsapp.  They were talking about rich countries like Israel who should be sharing their vaccines instead of giving a third dose to citizens.  It’s true – we made a deal with Pfizer.  Because of our health care system that has information on every citizen, we’re perfect for experimental studies.  No one has tested the third vaccine before.  And so we’ve agreed to be guinea pigs.  I don’t think that guinea pigs can share their experimental drugs with anyone.

 

 

august 2, 2021 – rich countries, vaccines, and cnn Read Post »