israeli politics

testing my return - 1.4.25

It’s not enough that there is a shutdown at major airports. and no information is available on phone, email, fax. etc.  I’m leaving a US that will choose Mamdani tomorrow and there is no doubt that he is the dream candidate.  

But when I get home, without my computer, there is a stack of scandals to deal with.  Mostly on a political level, but also of a personal nature.    The tragedies are sad but inevitable.  The scandals as well.

I won’t gossip about other people – it is really not proper.  So this is about me.  As soon as I got home I ran to the health clinic to find out why my back was hurting so much that I didn’t even try to get any business done.  I limped, stood up from a chair at the speed of a sloth, and moved from bed to sofa all night.  The osteopath said it wasn’t my back, pressed all over my stomach and released gas, and I should have felt better.  However, I remembered the famous line by Jonathan Swift and realized there is a connection between my body and my spirit.  “with wind and not with wisdom big” and I spent the next day in agony, recalling Ezi’s first reaction to chemotherapy.  Fortunately I also recalled his doctor’s advice – to take gas-x and antacids every few hours.

So now I am just completely worn out and look forward to an afternoon of pleasure with my friends.

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lost computer 10.31.25

Fed up with my slow pace, Ezi ordered wheelchair service for me at the airport.  But perhaps because I wasn’t quite ready the wheelchair attendent had to wait and perhaps because of that he left my computer in the tray when he gave me my bag.  

And there it is – somewhere in a tray or somewhere else in the world – but not with me.  So I have been busy all days finding phone numbers of losts and founds, chasing an unfound computer.

What shall I do?  I certainly can’t concentrate on the politics in this busy busy land.  

and now we’re going into the weekend where nothing happens in lostandfound but everything happens by the minute in Israel.  

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harlem - 10.28.15

Joy sent us tickets to her performance at the Harlem Stage and because it was Joy Harjo, and we love her and her works, we went.  But the wonder and the pleasure was increased a hundred percent by the venue.  The building itself is exquisite and makes you know and feel in advance that you are in an event.  Her latest book was distributed to the audience at the door, so that you would know what the ‘girl warrior’ event was about.  The audience was brought in at once, in a queue, and late comers went to the back.  I know this seems obvious, but it isn’t.  It makes the introduction to a poet an act of respect, and I appreciated it.  

And the stage itself was magnificent.  Look:

okay – don’t look  now – my computer is not behaving and i’m late for lunch.

just understand – the concept of respect for art was overwhelming to me.  

I’ll write more when I’ve calmed my computer down.

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phones out - 10.26.25

our phones have been out for a while – so Ive given up trying to talk to my friends.  In fact, I’ve given up.  The Jewish Book Council was so helpful about what has to be done with “Survivors” but I haven’t had a chance to and/or energy to get moving without a phone.  where is a pharmacy nearby?  i’d ordinarily find it online since I don’t know the neighborhood, but, hell, I’d rather stay on my couch.

so apologies to my cousins, my friends, my family, everyone.  I hope to be back in touch soon.

 

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my Fault - 10.24.25

I’ve been traipsing around the trains in NY without a mask, sleeping half of what I should, meeting with all kinds of people i shouldn’t have kissed.  No wonder I seem to have caught the flu.  But a good night at home should set me right.  so don’t give up on me – i want to visit Emma Lazarus’ grave on sunday.  we’ll see.

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choices in politics - 10.23.25

Isn’t there a ballot that says- these choices are terrible.  we demand worthy candidates?  

I’ve kept myself from voicing any opinion on the New York elections, but I can’t resist – doesn’t one of the candidates look like a smiling slave dealer?

Now that I look again, don’t all of  them?

 

Look at Ireland’s election – a direct vote.  Oh, how I wish the Irish were less insular and knew more about us.  And I wish we were wiser as well.

 

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no antisemitism here - 10.22.25

i keep getting baited to say bad things about Jews, Israel, or both.  I have nothing to say.  “Why do Jews in Israel love Trump? Why are they sucking up to them?”  “How could you possibly believe in the bible as a source of the jewish claim on Israel?”  “When are you going to leave that terrible country?”  An old friend assumes that I believe that Israeli has committed genocide, quotes numbers to me, and waits for me to denounce the country.  I say, let’s wait and see what can be repaired.  let’s see how much damage has been done to us.  let’s be kind to ourselves as well as the others and try to make things better.  I don’t believe we should be bashing ourselves on the head when everyone else is doing it for us.  And really think we should be helping each other rather than blaming.  so there.

 

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revelation? - 10.18.25

I promised myself to avoid everything connected to politics – both American and Middle-Eastern.  I promised myself to stay out – even of the “No Kings” demonstration.  Even though it was all around us.  “I’m cool.” I said – “I’m taking care of us now.”  So I’m standing in a shoestore surrounded by some of the most gorgeous shoes I will soon own, and the salesman asks me casually where we’re from.  We tell him, expecting the usual blank face, but he answers, “I’m so glad for you all that it’s over, after so much loss and bloodshed.”  And would you believe it, I began to cry.  So much bloodshed, I muttered, again and again.

So much for me being cool.  

No wonder I’m not being productive – just keeping us together.  It may be the first time I haven’t promoted a book, or done readings, or whatever.  just trying not to jump when a siren goes off.

 

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