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life - 4.8.26

we were still awake when the cease-fire was supposed to take effect. 3 a.m. There were alarms, some cluster bombs and it was possible we would have a pause.  Then we slept – deeply.  I dreamt that people who were long dead were still alive and rejoicing with me in an elegant bar.  I kept forgetting where I left my purse and didn’t care.

Is it possible our neighbors will begin to accept our existence and we can stop fighting?  Is it possible for all of us to recover from this horrific loss of life, of culture, of civilization?  I believe in Iran’s culture and our ability to rise above hatred and fear. I believe that the desire for life is more powerful than the desire for death.

 

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wha happened? 4.7.26

I was expecting such a barrage of rockets tonight about the time we were planning to celebrate the evening of the holiday.  We even moved the holiday meal back to the afternoon so no one would get caught in the booms.  But up to now it has not been much different from any other day.  Hizballah has been pounding the north, but Tel Aviv has had some close calls and some houses damaged but it isn’t as wild as I thought.  Is it possible that Iran wants to talk cease fire?  

I can’t imagine how wonderful even a cease fire would be for war-torn countries.  For me too.  Even though the post-trauma will not be easy in any way.

I’m still overwhelmed by the fact that we only had two sirens so far and its already late in the evening.

 

 

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There must be something else to talk about 4.6.26

There must be something to talk about besides the war.  But everything in my existence is related to the war.  Today I said I’d try to go normal and finish the chapter on Holland I’m writing about in the biography of Kurt Gerron.  But we were woken up at 6:30 by a rocket attack and I had fallen asleep late trying to figure out why no one has been talking about the cluster bombs that are getting more and more effective and are absolutely illegal warfare on citizens.  so i couldn’t get my mind around Gerron.  

Then I went to get my hair cut.  Well, Ezi had to drive me because my car is in the garage and his car is a Tesla that my heart won’t let me drive.  And while Amir was cutting my hair, the siren went off.  Amir, remembering how I ran off to find a shelter the last time, held me down and finished my hair and Amir took me to the shelter.  Turned out Ezi had come to pick me up and found another shelter.  So we met after the rockets and went home.  

That’s when the cluster bomb rockets started coming in succession.  We made it to the shelter at home and as usual were met with our neighbors who all claim to know whatever is happening next with the war.  And I was so depressed I couldn’t cheer myself up with the rounding up of the Jews in Amsterdam and Gerron’s positive attitude.  So now I’m going to try to go through the Dutch newspapers again and try to focus.

You can see the situation is really bad when the Holocaust cheers me up.

 

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three against one - 4.4.26

Its pretty clear that we’ve got 3 against one right now.  Israeli citizens are getting bombed all the time by three coordinated peoples.  The Hizballah and Houthis have coordinateed their rockets with Iran – and now none of them are letting me sleep.   

But where are the rockets coming from?  Last year at this time we were saying that Hizballah has been considerably weakened – and now we’re saying they have thens of thousands of rockets.My guess is that they’re coming to Lebanon through Syria, and that the new Syrian government is helping out.

The real victims of course are the people in the north – Jews, Druze, Arab…  They can barely breathe between rockets.

 

 

 

 

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losing friends- 4.2.26

sometimes I lose patience with people who think they know everything about this war – whose fault it is, what’s going to happen, which leaders should be erased, etc.  that’s when my weird sense of humor kicks in and I start defending even known villains and madmen.  And the phone goes silent or the email breaks off.  that means it isn’t worth even arguing with me and they have to find some excuse to get off.  what I’m intending is to open up the possibilities, and maybe hint that we don’t have all the information to decide exactly what should be done.  One thing is certain – we have to constantly examine our reasoning and the sources of our information. 

 

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The morning after - 4.2.26

It started off crazy.  our inlaws had to cancel because the rockets were so intense.  (the gefilte fish cancelled as well) We were down in the shelter most of the time.

And then the seder began, and we read about the significance of freedom, and all was quiet.  But when it was time for the afikomen we were down in the shelter again, reminded of the fact that we were not free people but targets.    

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relocating back to egypt - 4.1.26

i must admit it – i do love Egypt.  I was overwhelmed by each minute I was there – and have been waiting to go back since the moment I left.  But I also believe that every nation deserves its own home.  The Egyptians with such an amazing history and a rich culture are a class of their own.  

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erev passover: the Morning - 4.1.26

we woke to a series of alarms, ending, for the moment in time for us to gobble some cereal and say goodbye to leavening for the week.  The third one came from Yemen, the second, I think, from Lebanon, and the first from Iran.  This augurs a busy day ahead – and everything in the Hagada is reinforced in the sky.

 

 

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