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hidden treasures - 4.15.26
When the rockets began to fall on Tel Aviv this time, the Tel Aviv Museum hid their valuable works in vaults under ground. That included the exhibit of which Shalom Sebba’s portrait of Kurt Gerron was part. Almost everything else had been lent to us from a German collector and was concerned with the new Objectivism between the wars.
It could have stayed in the sheltered space with the other treasures until next month when it was scheduled to return to Germany. But the curators knew how important it was for Israelis to become acquainted with the pain, desperation and emptiness of this period. Naama Bar On and the others took it upon themselves to rehang the exhibit in the underground dressing tooms and rehearsal halls .The eyes of desperate people – decadent, defiant, beautiful, ugly….
we have so much to learn from them, from the direct confrontation, the innovation it demands.
and the fact that it is hanging in a protected space only adds to its power.
I hope you all get a chance to see it.
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rockets and peace talks - 4.14.26
Holocaust Day is not a good time to watch television in Israel. My mother visited us once and spent the entire day crying uncontrolably in front of the tv. Orit was 3 I think and kept asking me why grandmother was crying. Usually I make sure to keep busy and stay away.
But today my bruises from the accident two weeks ago were particularly painful and I couldn’t move comfortably, so I’ve fallen into the abyss of the terrible evil and the loss. Then I thought of the changes in the Hungarian election and the possibilities of changes in the world as a result, and I convinced myself of the possibilities for peace – even in the near future.
But the word is out that we’re getting rockets again tonight, in addition to the constant fire up north. When I joined with Ezi for his check up after a skin procedure, I heard conflicting moods. Somme people said that the peace talks with Lebanon were the big news, and others anticipated being bombed.
All this made me feel the need to compensate myself with a present, and I found myself in the Mandarin Duck shop picking out a new handbag. “I don’t know why I’m doing this,” I told the saleslady, “I just came to keep my husband company. I have a hundred bags at home.” “Better a hundred bags and one husband than the opposite,” she said, and rang up the sale.
I went back to the clinic thinking – better concentrate on the peace talks, and think less about the anticipated rockets….
holocaust day - 4.13.26
Housing Refugees
I remember his wrinkled raincoat,
A mole low on his cheek,
and the Hershey bar he brought me
each time he came to talk with my parents.
I’d sit on his lap, a rare trust for me,
until they would close themselves up
to whisper in the dining room.
All I knew was his name was Sam.
Each time after he left,
a strange family would appear
to live with us for a while
and sleep in the rooms in the attic.
One, perhaps the first, stays in my mind
unmoving like a snapshot –
fading at the back door:
carrying a small, patched valise.
A humbled, moustached father,
slender braid-wound mother,
and a girl named Margot.
Eleven years old with a fine blond bob.
But I could learn nothing more.
She paid me no attention
perhaps because I spoke no German,
and we were not of their class.
Other families who came
after each Hershey bar
stayed longer, sometimes months,
before they found work, home, school.
Before their pride returned
and they could feel life pumping
in their withered limbs
“Do not distain me!”
The toothless old woman cried,
When I was old enough to jeer —
Her bald head covered by a slipping scarf.
“I am for more important than you know.”
I was probably twelve, and tired
Of the foreign language women
Who continued in their old ways
In a new land, tired of the tales
of greatness in rags.
Years later I learned
that all their tales
were true.
Sam never told me
of the agonies he hid
behind the sweetness
of the Hershey bar.
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what does not kill you - 4.12.26
The daily surprise of survival – with so many enemies, so many rockets, so little protection from the government, so little support. I can’t get over how strong and resistent the people here are. Every time I speak with the children I’m overwhelmed by what they are living through. The north right now is getting constant attacks, and my friends who have burinesses in the north have been supported by the purchases of the people in the rest of the country.
It doesn’t mean they live a normal life – but somehow they’re surviving. They are helped by the newscasters on tv who give out their information and interview them. Free advertising. Wonderful!
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unfinished business -4.12.26
last month I posted the talk I gave on youtube about poets and their graves. i forgot to put it on the iawe channel, maybe because it is so good and so primitive.
here lie – last weeks video – 3.5.26
i’ll fix it and put it up on the IAWE channel. if enough people like it enough. if someone wants to help me fix it, blessings.
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blame - 4.11.26
Nobody blames Hamas for leaving their citizens unprotected. The blame goes to us for bombing them to stop their attack on us.
But right now in the north of Israel there are a couple hundred thousand people who are under constant rocket fire with little or no warning and no protection. And who are we blaming? our government.
The moral questions are simple. I refer to a poem of mine from the 1990’s that needs a tad updating:
HOSTAGE CRISIS
“One clear loser in the hostage crisis is Israel, which has
gone down nine points in the ratings” NBC, June 30, 1985
I
“This is the game …” You draw a diagram.
“First, a river” — a line across the page.
“On this side lives a husband and wife.”
You write (H) and (W) on the bottom half.
“On the other side are her lovers,” (L1) and (L2),
who live in view of each other.
(L1) loves (W) madly but (W) is mad for (L2)
who doesn’t really care but consents
to sleep with her when she’s there.
“There are two ways to cross the river —
a bridge and a boat. The boatman, (B),
for a coin will carry anyone anywhere.
The bridge is free, but from eight at night
until eight A.M. is patrolled by a murderer (M)
who destroys those who try to pass.
“One morning (W) goes to see (L2).
They spend all day in bed.
She is so besotted
she forgets the time, and it is eight.
“When she runs to (B) she sees
she has left her wallet at home
and asks to owe the money.
(B), a businessman,
does not operate on credit.
“Returning to (L2) she asks
for a small loan, but he — reiterating
what he said in the morning — shakes his head.
He has no ties to her, except, as she knows,
an indifferent willingness to acquiesce. Can
she stay the night, she asks. He shakes his head.
“(L1) watches her run down his path, desperate,
hysterical. ‘If you love me at all, please
lend me the money for the ride or give me a roof
for the night!’ ‘Not I — who have watched you two all day —
in love and pain — I will not be further used and wounded.’
“It is bitter cold, and if she sleeps outside
(W) will surely freeze. Perhaps, she thinks, the
murderer will not come out now. She tries
the only way left.
When she gets to this point,” You draw an (X)
with your pencil half-way across the bridge, “She is killed.
“Now,” you say in triumph, “List
the letters in order of responsibility.”
II
That was years ago and I, a young American, newly wed,
wrote down (W), (at least she should know
to take her purse) then (H), (who could not keep
his wife at home with love, understanding, reason,
who did not go to look for her).
The lovers were somewhere in the middle
but he who loved should have wanted
to save her, had an obligation to that love.
The one who didn’t care should
have cared for self respect.
The boatman — can you blame a capitalist?
At the bottom of the list, I wrote (M).
After all, I had been everyone, felt shame
for all of them, except the man on the bridge.