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tel aviv from the sidewalk - 4.17.26

for some strange reason I was looking down at the street, the pieces of Tel Aviv that haven’t been swept up yet – glass,   crumbs of old buildings,  the uneven sidewalks patched up from bombs.  Some people are still wearing their running shoes – maybe because that’s all they have, or perhaps they need shoes to run to shelter.  But I also saw the feet of couples all dressed up, ladies in high heels like in the old days, on their way to a play or a concert, or perhaps an elegant dinner.   A few couples were sitting in the sunken garden before the Habima theater, underneath where they had been living off and on for many months.  

I wasn’t in the mood to talk to people, except those we had gon to see, so I didn’t look up and around, but I know that if I did, I’d meet old friends and maybe we’d talk about what they’ve been doing for the past years of war.  

It’s going to take me time to warm up.

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hidden treasures - 4.15.26

When the rockets began to fall on Tel Aviv this time, the Tel Aviv Museum hid their valuable works in vaults under ground.  That included the exhibit of which Shalom Sebba’s portrait of Kurt Gerron was part.  Almost everything else had been lent to us from a German collector and was concerned with the new Objectivism between the wars. 

It could have stayed in the sheltered space with the other treasures until next month when it was scheduled to return to Germany. But the curators knew how important it was for Israelis to become acquainted with the pain, desperation and emptiness of this period.  Naama Bar On and the others took it upon themselves to rehang the exhibit in the underground dressing tooms and rehearsal halls .The eyes of desperate people – decadent, defiant, beautiful, ugly….

we have so much to learn from them, from the direct confrontation, the innovation it demands.

and the fact that it is hanging in a protected space only adds to its power.  

I hope you all get a chance to see it.

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rockets and peace talks - 4.14.26

Holocaust Day is not a good time to watch television in Israel.  My mother visited us once and spent the entire day crying uncontrolably in front of the tv.  Orit was 3 I think and kept asking me why grandmother was crying. Usually I make sure to keep busy and stay away.  

But today my bruises from the accident two weeks ago were particularly painful and I couldn’t move comfortably, so I’ve fallen into the abyss of the terrible evil and the loss.  Then I thought of the changes in the Hungarian election and the possibilities of changes in the world as a result, and I convinced myself of the possibilities for peace – even in the near future.

But the word is out that we’re getting rockets again tonight, in addition to the constant fire up north.  When I joined with Ezi for his check up after  a skin procedure, I heard conflicting moods.  Somme people said that the peace talks with Lebanon were the big news, and others anticipated being bombed.

All this made me feel the need to compensate myself with a present, and I found myself in the Mandarin Duck shop picking out a new handbag.  “I don’t know why I’m doing this,” I told the saleslady, “I just came to keep my husband company.  I have a hundred bags at home.”  “Better a hundred bags and one husband than the opposite,” she said, and rang up the sale.

I went back to the clinic thinking – better concentrate on the peace talks, and think less about the anticipated rockets….  

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holocaust day - 4.13.26

Housing Refugees

 

 

I remember his wrinkled raincoat,

A mole low on his cheek,

and the Hershey bar he brought me

each time he came to talk with my parents.

 

I’d sit on his lap, a rare trust for me,

until they would close themselves up

to whisper in the dining room.

All I knew was his name was Sam.

 

Each time after he left,

a strange family would appear

to live with us for a while

and sleep in the rooms in the attic.

 

One, perhaps the first, stays in my mind

unmoving like a snapshot –

fading at the back door:

carrying a small, patched valise.

 

A humbled, moustached father,

slender braid-wound mother,

and a girl named Margot.

Eleven years old with a fine blond bob.

 

But I could learn nothing more.

She paid me no attention

perhaps because I spoke no German,

and we were not of their class.

 

Other families who came

after each Hershey bar

stayed longer, sometimes months,

before they found work, home, school.

 

Before their pride returned

and they could feel life pumping

in their withered limbs

 

“Do not distain me!”

The toothless old woman cried,

When I was old enough to jeer —

Her bald head covered by a slipping scarf.

“I am for more important than you know.”

 

I was probably twelve, and tired

Of the foreign language women

Who continued in their old ways

In a new land, tired of the tales

 

of greatness in rags.

Years later I learned

that all their tales

were true.

 

Sam never told me

of the agonies he hid

behind the sweetness

of the Hershey bar.

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in memory - 4.13.26

 

Memorial

 

When they tell you to remember

they mean there is a possibility

you might forget. But within me

are brothers and sisters

who were never born

 

it has nothing to do

with memory

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what does not kill you - 4.12.26

The daily surprise of survival – with so many enemies, so many rockets, so little protection from the government, so little support.  I can’t get over how strong and resistent the people here are.   Every time I speak with the children I’m overwhelmed by what they are living through.  The north right now is getting constant attacks, and my friends who have burinesses in the north have been supported by the purchases of the people in the rest of the country. 

It doesn’t mean they live a normal life – but somehow they’re surviving. They are helped by the newscasters on tv who give out their information and interview them.  Free advertising.  Wonderful!

 

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blame - 4.11.26

Nobody blames Hamas for leaving their citizens unprotected.  The blame goes to us for bombing them to stop their attack on us.  

But right now in the north of Israel there are a couple hundred thousand people who are under constant rocket fire with little or no warning and no protection.  And who are we blaming?  our government.  

The moral questions are simple.  I refer to a poem of mine from the 1990’s that needs a tad updating:

HOSTAGE CRISIS

   

     “One clear loser in the hostage crisis is Israel, which has

     gone down nine points in the ratings”  NBC, June 30, 1985 

 

I

 

“This is the game …” You draw a diagram.

 

“First,  a river” — a line across the page.   

“On this side lives a husband and wife.”

You write (H) and (W) on the bottom half.

“On the other side are her lovers,” (L1) and (L2),

who live in view of each other.

(L1) loves (W) madly but (W) is mad for (L2)

who doesn’t really care but consents

to sleep with her when she’s there.

 

“There are two ways to cross the river —

a bridge and a boat.  The boatman, (B),

for a coin will carry anyone anywhere.

The bridge is free, but from eight at night

until eight A.M. is patrolled by a murderer (M)

who destroys those who try to pass.

 

“One morning (W) goes to see (L2).

They spend all day in bed.

She is so besotted 

she forgets the time, and it is eight.

 

“When she runs to (B) she sees

she has left her wallet at home

and asks to owe the money.

(B), a businessman,

does not operate on credit.

 

“Returning to (L2) she asks

for a small loan, but he — reiterating

what he said in the morning — shakes his head.

He has no ties to her, except, as she knows,

an indifferent willingness to acquiesce.  Can 

she stay the night, she asks.  He shakes his head.

 

“(L1) watches her run down his path, desperate,

hysterical.  ‘If you love me at all, please 

lend me the money for the ride or give me a roof

for the night!’  ‘Not I — who have watched you two all day —

in love and pain — I will not be further used and wounded.’

 

“It is bitter cold, and if she sleeps outside

(W) will surely freeze.  Perhaps, she thinks, the

murderer will not come out now.  She tries

the only way left.

When she gets to this point,” You draw an (X)

with your pencil half-way across the bridge, “She is killed.

 

“Now,” you say in triumph, “List

the letters in order of responsibility.”

 

II

 

That was years ago and I, a young American, newly wed,

wrote down (W), (at least she should know

to take her purse) then (H), (who could not keep

his wife at home with love, understanding, reason,

who did not go to look for her).

 

The lovers were somewhere in the middle

but he who loved should have wanted

to save her, had an obligation to that love.

 

The one who didn’t care should 

have cared for self respect.

 

The boatman — can you blame a capitalist?

 

At the bottom of the list, I wrote (M).

 

After all, I had been everyone, felt shame

for all of them, except the man on the bridge.  

 

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