later today I’m doing a lecture on why I write in Yiddish. There have been so many mistakes on the way but now I think it’s going to be perfect, and I will now begin to write my next book. I am overtired of the harvest I myself desired, as Robert Frost wrote.
Fortunately the lecture is on zoom (link is a few pages back) because we don’t have any hot water. I was called out to pinpoint the gas link because I have the sharpest nose, but that was yesterday and nothing has happened. So, unwashed and unshampooed, I will pretend that I am dignified and forge on.
i couldn’t seem to get on the site yesterday and gave up because everything else went wrong as well. I’m not sure anything has been fixed on this site, and so I’m writing my usual narishkeit and nothing that matters. i’m working on fixing it
What do you do when your loved ones are sick? You run to them and feed them and hug them and comfort them. But in our times we take another step back and wish them a speedy recovery. So a few of my kids are sick – again – with covid or covid-results: strep, exhaustion, etc. And we are sitting home twiddling our thumbs. I keep thinking about the people I would have kissed this week if I dared. But this week has been the worst for serious cases and deaths since covid began.
I’d love to write about other things, but nothing else seems to exist. The price hikes don’t seem to matter much to my budget. The announcements have come during the week that food prices will not go up but it looks to me that there is an awful lot of tricks being played on the consumer that disguise the real prices. And the real prices – gasoline, taxes, electricity, etc. are skyrocketing.
I keep putting the title ‘hair’ in this entry but obviously, the subject is too trivial to be written about because the word keeps disappearing from my page. For me, hair hasn’t been significant for years. Out of laziness, I have been getting my hair cut at the same place for decades. But lately, I’ve been longing for the old days, when the hairdresser knew what he was doing. I mean, I spent years sweeping the floor in my father’s barbershop and I know what artistry is. I used to drag my daughter to Sassoon in New York and was not disappointed in the legendary Violette in Tel Aviv, even though it meant sitting and waiting for hours with some very important people before the star stylist deigned to make an appearance.
We shall not discuss my long fall into banality. But the other day when I read that a well-known professional had closed up his salon on Kikar Medina (which I shun if only because of the parking) and is accepting clients in his garage, I became curious enough to make an appointment. This is despite the fact that I have been butchered in Kikar Medina as well, even though it is considered to be akin to Rodeo Drive by many.
The garage, it turns out, is an open-air upscale hair salon, with heated floors, bright but flattering lights, stately order, and a very professional haircutter – Amir Mizrachi. The place was classy and so is my haircut.
I’d forgotten what it was like to be in a place where the staff whispers to each other and the concentration is on the client and not the angry squabbles of the employees.
I always loved Amos Oz, and tonight, when I saw the program on channel 12 about his daughter’s book and her accusations against him, I even watched the commercials. I kept hearing his wonderful voice – and his terrible pain – so much greater than his daughter’s revenge. Rena, you who were his student, know the greatness of his heart. It wasn’t a mask, and when he didn’t win the Nobel prize I lost my admiration for the prize.
What he wrote to her, that even an empty pail that refuses to be filled at the well, is filled again, that has to happen to his daughter. I too had problems with my mother that I understand through the years.
A person must be larger than anger – even if it was carried with that person from infancy. Think of the poem by Taha Mohammed Ali, “Revenge.”
What was once mothers’ day has been recently celebrated as family day. If you walk around Tel Aviv you can see why: Families are very important and can consist of two fathers, two mothers, one parent, but almost always children. It’s always puzzled me because although in thinking about what I will talk about next week when I speak about Yiddish in my life, I realize how much I was involved in my parents’ lives, and always wondering if I was really related to these people. Their foreignness was always strange to me. But now I see families who grew up in the same country, and who value family life – that’s such a fine experience.
Because my daughter and granddaughter have corona we didn’t get together, but we had dinner on zoom.
It’s amazing to me how so many of my friends come to Tel Aviv from abroad to meet the gay world.