For some reason it has taken me forever to actually write this little book in Hebrew about Kurt Gerron, and as it went to press I could see how much is missing – how much I need to actually go to Germany and find all the films that aren’t available. But it will be there on the 17th at the museum and I hope that in these hard times the money will go to the museum.
“You don’t call, you don’t write…” my friends complain. “What are you doing?” Anything to survive. Here are a few examples: Our portrait of Kurt Gerron was supposed to be exhibited in the Tel Aviv Museum starting next week, but the museum closed down for the war. Now they’re talking about opening it, I spent the war writing a book about him in Hebrew – with lots of pictures from his films to cover my painfully small vocabulary in Hebrew. It’s at Eli Oren’s now – the guy who does my books when I want to be in complete control, and if I can put it together properly it will be out in 2 weeks which is when I’m praying the exhibit will open.
Secondly, I spend as little time as possible talking to friends about politics and/or the horrors of war. Don’t want to know more than I have to about all my ex-students who were mowed down at a dance party, or friends who will never come home. I prefer talking to old ladies or kids. They don’t pretend to know everything.
And of course we volunteer as much as we can. How wonderful it feels to choose which coat you like best and give the rest away. Last night we went to the distribution center to give away the coats and the kids there were so great – and there were so many coats people have donated. It was so comforting.
This is one of those days I spend on footnotes. That is, the footnotes to the piece i did on Kurt Gerron. I’ve lost the sources and blissfully busy myself with trivia while Bibi tries to sell bullshit to the UN. How wonderful to be so distracted, and since the library has had so few funds for so long, the books have to be ordered from kindle or whatever. So it’s all here, in my bed. And my dentist appointment isn’t until late afternoon. What joy.