israeli politics

If it doesn't happen today - 8.8.24

i keep hearing it. Today is the day we get bombed bigtime.  If it doesn’t happen today, repeat this message tomorrow.  

Yes, we’re all crazy with fear, but no supermarkets are overwhelmed with customers, no banks are having a run of cash withdrawals, and I spent 6 hours at the hairdressers today to look exactly the way I usually look. (The hairdresser doesn’t have a safe room much less a shelter.)  Maybe there are fewer diners at open air restaurants.  Maybe.  There still are parties and jokes aplenty.  There is even an ad for sexy nightwear – “When the attack comes, you’ll be a bombshell.”  

Ah yes, we’ll die laughing.


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plus ca change - 8.7.24

I came home to a mound of laundry – as usual, the same news – as usual, somewhat greater anxiety than before we left, and a flu I must have picked up while traveling homeward.  What bothered me most was that no one had prepared the shelter for what is expected to be a big attack.  Almost all the people in our building are old, and have weathered many wars, and don’t believe they won’t be able to grab stuff between bombings.  I would have filled the shelter with food for 100 people – to include the people off the streets who might get caught in the bombing, but everyone else objects.  It’s not just that they think everything will be stolen, but they think I’m raising their fear level.

  

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back to business - 8.6.24

a strange but wonderful vacation – other than occasional emails I couldn’t reach the outside world at all, and for us the only attempts that were important were concerned with the war in Israel.  But hearing about the war from a ship of fools was nothing like seeing and feeling it in here.  As soon as we got on the El Al plane we began to understand how isolated we had been.  Yes, we heard all the news, but we didn’t feel it.  Now we feel it – desperately.  

But I want to tell you about El Al.  As soon as I get into the plane I felt secure.  It was not only the staff I saw, it was the staff I didn’t see – the people I know were behind the scenes.

But it was also the humor.  While abroad I must have cracked a joke every few minutes, and found a smile once out of ten times.  Example:  I get into an elevator full of people and say, “Okay, who’s in charge here?”  Nobody laughs.  On the plane I walk up the aisle to the toilet and the steward says, “We’ve been Waiting for you!”   and he graciously opens the door for me – to which i bow and wave in a majestic manner.  i’m home.

 

 

 

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upgraded to israel - 8.5.24

The first moment we received the news that our tickets were upgraded to premium we rejoiced, and then we realized that it just meant that other people were cancelling their trips.  

It’s scary when we’re abroad.  Even the cab driver asked why we were returning now.  I told him people needed us.  We needed to be there even if only to reassure others that it’s okay. 

I don’t think it’s true that any one needs us, but I love the idea that I can help people be less afraid, feel a little more comfortable. in their passivity, in their terror. so the airport let me into their internet so i can tell you this.  it’s a narcissistic pleasure to be able to feel I can contribute to the comfort of some people.    

I’m willing to stake my life on it.

 

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boycott? 7.21.24

I don’t know what got into me to decide to go back to publishing in regular journals.  For the past 9 months I’ve been writing about the situation here, for an interested audience.  But I had this article that I really liked about Melville’s epitaph on his grave called “I would prefer not to” and I thought I’d send it out.  So I picked the “Virginia Quarterly Review” because I’d published there once, and had been in touch once with the editor.  Within hours it was returned to me.  

That was last week.  It only occurred to me today that it was returned unread.

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