last week i was really sick – these strange pains appeared that would move somewhere else – from my knee to my other hip, to my elbow and around again. and stomach aches and diarrhea and hickups and weakness and all this was attributed to my general hypochrondia. but now I am better and Ezi has caught it – much worse than me. he’s got fever and terrible weakness and – what is imposible for me to believe – an inability to eat. This has occupied my attention even more than the fact that we have to stay home and be ready to run to the stairwell if not the shelter.