I’m not proud of this. I couldn’t figure out the new supermarket online site and really don’t like going to the supermarket, but we’re really out of food, so I went to Tiv Tam online. And I ordered meat – something I never do online. And a whole bunch of stuff I never realized was available in this country. And when I discovered that they delivered online on Friday night, I was doubly excited. The kids, who were there for dinner when the delivery came, noticed this amazing event, and Yaniv said – it will make the food taste better.

I didn’t realize it, and I’m not proud of it, but this really was true. The sense of being overwhelmed by religion has really been getting to me. I would probably be both kosher and shomer shabbat if I wasn’t feeling forced into it.

Enough. I strained my back putting everything away all that stuff, and I probably deserved it. Just for the sense of spite that I could get away with breaking rules imposed on me.