this means nothing but to get to sleep last night I forced myself to write letters in different languages to peoples who are at odds right now with us.  I wrote a letter in Yiddish explaining that while they are succeeding in many ways to achieve their goals, they will ultimately fail because they only exist because they are destroying the support structure that surrounds them.  Then I wrote a letter in Arabic about the need for a citizens’ watch party for all citizens in this country.  We used to have a guard system.  Ezi was even issued a carbine and went out once a week with some other old man to parole the neighborhood.  

it worked.

anyway I didn’t write the letter, but I did fall asleep.  I should have written them.