Every conversation I’ve had with friends has been the same – what have I done with this year.  It’s a total waste.  If I had known at the beginning it would go on like this I might have taken up a project.  Maybe I would have learned a language, remodeled my house…. 

well we didn’t and now that maybe the corona is over for Israel – we don’t know what to do.  

but let it be over first, and then we’ll talk about the pecular ptsd we’re going through.