okay i may have woken up a few times wondering where my rocket was, but i didn’t really have to get out of bed and run to the shelter.  it feels like a luxury night.  I know that other people around here – like those near Gaza – are getting their lives ripped apart by rockets.  And people in Gaza must be scared out of their wits – even though we’re not aiming for civilians like they are.  So I have to be happy with what I’ve got – fear.  but not terror.