i don’t remember a time of disorientation like this. Once I went on a ride with my son in some amusement park after which I was so confused I didn’t know if I was standing or lying down. I figured out what was right and left by touching the place on my left elbow where i had a scar from childhood, and from there I set myself straight. There was no pain or fear, just a necessity to put myself in a position of clarity again. i’m there again. More than ever before I read news, hoping i will get that certainty i had by touching my elbow.