Why SHOULD I not feel like I can make any decision more significant than whether I want milk in my tea?  My doctors hint at first that my fast heart is due to the political situation.  But what would really make my heart race is a return to democracy, a sense of values, and a national hunger for democracy and peace..  

At the moment my mind feels like it’s turned into a compost heap from the garbage the government is swilling out and combines with all these heart pills, I need an assistant to shovel a path for me in the pigpen.