post-birthday Blues - 30.3.25
the contrast between a perfect party and the reality outside has continued to intrude upon my pleasure over for the birthday.bash we had last night. The first problem was that I didn’t invite everyone I wanted to see because I was afraid there would be too many – then the restaurant changed the time and I feared we wouldn’t finish in time for the demonstration. Then I was going to do a separate party for our poet friends to read, but then I realized I’d never manafe 2 parties in the same week. And anyhow I want to do a celebration at our place for arc 31, the journal of the Istael Association of Writers in English.
The big signal that things were wrong though was what I’ve been deeling and noticing about others – that no one is wearing jewelry. Noone has been wearing jewelry since October 7, 2023. We have never discussed this – but we’re not reeally celebrating. And the presents I got were mostly contributions to charitable organizations – thank goodness. I was worried I didn’t say anything about this on the invitation. It is another detail that shows our mood.
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