HOSTAGE CRISIS
"One clear loser
in the hostage crisis is Israel, which has gone down nine points in the
ratings" NBC, June 30, 1985
I
"This is the game ..."
You draw a diagram.
"First, a river"‑ ‑a line across the
page.
"On this side lives a husband
and wife."
You write (H) and (W) on the bottom
half.
"On the other side are her
lovers," (L1) and (L2),
who live in view of each other.
(L1) loves (W) madly but (W) is mad
for (L2)
who doesn't really care but
consents
to sleep with her when she's there.
"There are two ways to cross
the river‑ ‑
a bridge and a boat. The boatman, (B),
for a coin will carry anyone
anywhere.
The bridge is free, but from eight
at night
until eight A.M. is patrolled by a
murderer (M)
who destroys those who try to pass.
"One morning (W) goes to see
(L2).
They spend all day in bed.
She is so besotted
she forgets the time, and it is
eight.
"When she runs to (B) she sees
she has left her wallet at home
and asks to owe the money.
(B), a businessman,
does not operate on credit.
"Returning to (L2) she asks
for a small loan, but he‑ ‑reiterating
what he said in the morning‑ ‑shakes
his head.
He has no ties to her, except, as
she knows,
an indifferent willingness to
acquiesce. Can
she stay the night, she asks. He shakes his head.
"(L1) watches her run down his
path, desperate,
hysterical. 'If you love me at all, please
lend me the money for the ride or
give me a roof
for the night!' 'Not I‑ ‑who have watched you two
all day‑ ‑
in love and pain‑ ‑I
will not be further used and wounded.'
"It is bitter cold, and if she
sleeps outside
(W) will surely freeze. Perhaps, she thinks, the
murderer will not come out
now. She tries
the only way left.
When she gets to this point,"
You draw an (X)
with your pencil half‑way
across the bridge, "She is killed.
"Now," you say in
triumph, "List
the letters in order of
responsibility."
II
That was years ago and I, a young
American, newly wed,
wrote down (W), (at least she
should know
to take her purse) then (H), (who
could not keep
his wife at home with love,
understanding, reason,
who did not go to look for her).
The lovers were somewhere in the
middle
but he who loved should have wanted
to save her, had an obligation to
that love.
The one who didn't care should
have cared for self respect.
The boatman‑ ‑can you
blame a capitalist?
At the bottom of the list, I wrote
(M).
After all, I had been everyone,
felt shame
for all of them, except the man on
the bridge.